06Nov
Use your imagination
Well… how about you close your eyes and picture a beautiful woman coming in your
04Sep
STUDIO RAPTURE
‘You will end up begging, kotik.’ I lay silent, unmoving, heart skipping a beat, as
27Aug
Control
”Știi ce se va întâmpla când te miști, nu?” îmi șopti El în ureche, respirând
04Jul
The Journey Begins
Thank you for joining me in a walk through my experiences in the vast world
05May
Dances of Confusion
Where there is love, pure, passionate, calm and wild at the same time, where there
20Feb
Thoughts
And then, there is this moment when you want to quit, when nothing comes close
02Jan
Surrender in pleasure
The room is quiet, with the elegant exception of candles buzzing every once in a
01Jan
Fight me, Take me, Make me
Let me surrender, force me to give into you. Make me fight you, hold me
20Nov
Good memory
That exact moment when your above average memory doesn’t let you fall into quietness. Sometimes
04Nov
Library Tale
Your eyes open as you see me enter the room. Flowing gown and heeled boots,
20Oct
When in love
What’s the most beautiful thing when you are in love? The taste of their lips,
05Oct
Sense Me
Take me down, make me lose all sense of self. Fuck me, spank me, hard
04Oct
Fetish
Putting on a new pair of heeled boots for the first time this year brought
26Aug
Taking me higher
This piece is inspired by the webseries ‘Maaya’. Enjoy and feel free to leave your
22Aug
The sweetest kind of pain
While reading, listen to this. It adds to the effect. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1held3PDOE Just as the wind
20Aug
cravings
There are moments in life when you feel like breaking, when the feelings are too
16Aug
Spanking
This is a long forgotten art and yet such a pleasurable one. A proper spanking
12Aug
Midnight Calls
You enter my mind. Your voice seducing, yet calm, serious, yet funny. Such a easy
04Aug
Healing
In a relationship, you both have moments when you barely recognize yourself. Today was one
31Jul
Just like Alice in her own dark Wonderland
It’s not all whips and chains (not all the time, at least). It is a
19Jul
On kneeling
There is a special brand of quietness of the mind that envelopes me when I
19Jul
Human Nature
I make love with the thunder, delighting in its force, in the gentle caress of
29Jun
Sacred matters
There is a moment when you realize that you are just a toy. For them,
15Jun
Need
I feel the need… that simmering fire inside… the need to surrender, to become a
15Jun
Rediscovering Sensuality
Lazily stretching my body on the small couch in my room after a full few
06Jun
Just thoughts
Sometimes silence is all you get. It becomes a present wrapped in hopes of passion
01Jun
Reflections on a new beginning that might become an end
There are moments when you feel amazing, out of this world, ecstatic, you feel the
31May
Forbidden dreams
Going from class, from his image in dark clothes and put together appearance to the
25May
imagination
Well… how about you close your eyes and picture a beautiful woman coming in your
14May
Need, a blessing and a curse
Needing you when I am all hot and bothered is sexy, it’s enticing, it’s kinda
12May
Riddles
Undress me with desire, with your will. Undress me with a whisper or a thought.
11May
What can letters do?
There are moments when I think about my passion, about this calling you stumble upon
10May
Journey towards the goddess within. The second night
A fight for submission in my mind, in my body and in my soul. It
09May
Journey towards the goddess within. The first night
I am sitting now on the floor, in the exact spot where you fed my
06May
In the ashes, from the ashes, towards a new fire
How do you keep living and smiling when all you desire is unreachable, when what
09Apr
Drunk on rope
Drunk on the feeling, drunk on the passion, on the taste as you pass it
05Mar
To a wolf
Once upon a time, in the midst of a city who adopted her, a girl
14Feb
Wandering the streets on Valentine’s day
… Seeing the mute architecture, the cold shadows, the beautiful structures frozen in stone and
31Jan
Affairs of love and Primal lust
Let me hurt you, let me wrap my ropes around your body, to make your
23Jan
Musings on rope and smoke
Writing poetry of pain, pleasure and meditation on my skin with ropes, knives and lost
10Jan
A love affair with rope, with pain and myself
The year that just ended has been one of the hardest periods of my life,
15Nov
The one who finds her path in a stone-hearted life
Smoking on the balcony, barely feeling the coldness of the wind biting at my skin,
03Nov
Midnight thoughts
You taught me and you broke me. Now I am putting all my pieces back
31Oct
Curious encounter
Riding the subway at night on 31st of October has it perks. One would be
27Oct
Open veins
I want to paint with desperation and sin on your skin. I want to be
19Oct
Forbidden exhibitionism
The thirst of my unconscious mind is real, making me see the animal I really
16Oct
Burning need
I need pain… I crave the bite of leather on my heated skin, I crave
16Oct
Masochist dormant beast
Miau… Or more like mmmmrrrr…. That feeling you get after a spanking for the sake
26Sep
Reborn
Just what’s on my mind and maybe the shortest thing I have ever wrote: a
29Aug
When one leaves, there are two hearts that break
Does anybody think of how someone feels when they walk away from the one they
27Jun
Choose yourself
The last couple of weeks have been close to my version of hell. Why? Because
18Jun
The first time leather broke my skin
It finally happened… I was afraid of it, of the prospect. I was punished for
06May
Sensation
He is untying me slowly, following the beat of the music. The gentle sway and
22Apr
A new era
You took down all my boundaries, you made me surrender all my secrets and fears
19Apr
Moments
There are moments, people have moments when stuff goes to hell, when one can barely
28Mar
My secret
Falling apart, breaking down in pieces of what I used to be, the deep sadness
21Jan
For a wolf
Have you ever had that feeling of deep fright combined with sweet joy when you
19Jan
Being too much
When it first appeared on my Fetlife account, this writing almost hurt a dear person,
31Dec
Not so retro retrospective
Sometimes, in the depths of what you are feeling there is a constant weakness that
19Dec
The eternal fight
Going through the motions in these last days before Christmas hits has become a habit,
